meeting

It's been far too long since I've been to a meeting.
I've let my spiritual health slip too much.
And many of my self-harmful habits are back in full force, and I haven't been noticing it as much. I won't say my bad habits were gone before this slip, but at least I knew what I was doing then. Now I just feel crappy a bunch of the time and don't know why.
Barring illness or emergency, I will be at a 7pm meeting (stupid early town, why the fuck don't we have any 8:30's like the rest of the world??).

I'm feeling extra lonely today.
And the weight on my shoulders feels very heavy.